there's no world outside;

9:44:00 PM

this entry is dedicated to my dearest lumpty dumpty. (:

so you think you've got it all figured out,
well you know you can't make it alone.
everybody needs somebody to help them out,
and you know I could be that someone.
and if you ever get lost on life's highway,
don't know where to go,
there's just one thing that I want you to know.

i remember how we became friends.it wasn't through some fairytale story,but noth of us were experiencing the same difficulty at that time.it so happened that the people around us weren't very nice,it so happened that we both stayed near each other.after 3 plus years of taking the same care every morning,we finally got to know each other better.and it was through those bus rides,through other people's derision that we stuck to each other.sec 3 we went out almost everyday,then sat the same bus home everyday.we talked and talked and laughed and laughed and slept on the bus and made fools of ourselves.but the main thing is that we did it together.

so now you've got it all figured out
and you know you've found someone that cares
and if you ever need somebody to help you out
well you know I will always be there
and if you ever get lost on life's highway
don't know where to go
there's just one thing that I want you to know

i remember that we were always the odd ones out in that clique,i remember we stuck together because we didn't like what they did.it was through you that i learnt to stand on my own two feet,to learn to stand up for what i didn't like,didn't feel was right,instead of sticking to other people even though they were wrong.i remember you calling him when it was 2am in the morning,i remember you being the aminah. (: i remember you doing so much so much for me.all the encouraging notes that you wrote for prelims for o levels i still have them.i remember us sleeping during class,talking and laughing in the toilet,ponning school for xiaolongbao,our sms marathons,you and your hk dramas,and me and my horrible love life.i remember us snatching boyfriends,and you claiming that guys were shuai when they were not,and me too.i remember your laughter,your horrifiedness and my scaredyness during horror movies.i remember us making fun of ms cheong and banana face during tll lessons,and how we would think of ways and means to stay warm during lessons.i remember how you'd always call me when you were at the bus stops,only to realise that i just woke up.

but most of all,i remember you were there during all the sad moments, to hug me,all the stress to give me sweets,all the happiness,laughter everything.you were the one who stuck by me through everything,and never ever gave up on me.there's too much that we've gone through that i can even write down in words.but even though we can't be in the same class and the same bus anymore,just want you to know.that the neoprints we took will always be my favourite ones,and the friendship we share will never fade.even if you're there and i'm here,it's still a five minute walk to your house and a ten minute walk to our bus stop.

love you loads dear. (:

I am here for you, always here for you
When you need a shoulder to cry on
Someone to rely on, I am here for you
So you think that love is long overdue
Tired of looking for someone to care
Let me tell you know the choice is up to you
But you know I will always be there
I am here for you, always here for you
When you're needin' someone to hold you
Remember I told you
I am here for you, I am here for you

playing;firehouse:hereforyou.